Futurehope
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Thanks, Lisa.
The reason I been having anxiety about all this is I have spent a year in Dr. Afrin's care, and a boatload of money to see him.
I have failed at everything he has told me to do up until now......possibly because I have not followed the "go slow" protocol well enough.
I have either taken a new med, and noticed nothing, or taken a new med and felt worse. So I basically haven't changed much of anything in the past year.
So, my guilty conscience is prodding me on by reminding me of all the time, money and energy I've already used, including dragging my husband along to these doctor visits, and yet I've accomplished nothing in a year.
Well, I have accomplished one very important thing...I have a doctor who "gets it", and totally believes me when I tell him of my flares for which there had been no explanation prior to my MCAS diagnosis.
So, here I am a year later basically back to square one taking baby steps.
I have not understood up until now how sensitive I am to changes of any kind, including meds.
I also cannot wrap my mind around the fact that I "supposedly" need meds to help my condition, even though they can cause flares?! I need them, yet they make me feel worse. No wonder I have been spinning my wheels for a year and had given up on trying anything new.
So, my conclusion after hearing Dr. Afrin last week, and reading all your posts is........YES, I do need more meds, but I am to add them on slowly, waiting between any changes.
It is tough to realize I need more meds, yet they can cause me to feel worse. At face value, it makes no sense. But, that's how I'm seeing all this right now.
P.S. And to add insult to injury, if I am having a flare, I'm supposed to take more meds, maybe another Benedryl or Claritin along with an H2.
Well, in my case, at this point, taking more meds is a sure fire way to get me to feel worse, not better, especially since I have not allowed my body to adjust to anything new.
IOW, there is no set regimen for me to follow as of right now to stop a flare since I have not even obtained homeostasis on a routine basis, let alone during a flare. I need stability in my daily life first. As of right now, I'm flaring pretty much every day because I am not medicated enough, I suppose. Patience. Patience. This roller coaster will eventually end.
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