Hi Kim
I completely understand
I knew you weren't looking for stuff that is not showing
I sometimes find it helpful to review things
I also understand your genetic concerns . What i would say is that for now , I know how hard this is . i have children and am anxious that they may become ill , so I understand .
For now , you could see masto / mast cell for what we do know now , as the future (fortunately or unfortunately ) is not our for us to see .
So , what we do know is that mast cell disease falls into 2 camps :-
clonal and non- clonal .
Clonal is extra mast cells , mishapen in clumps . This is mastocytosis . This gives a positive tryptas. These misbehave and burst in response to triggers .
Non clonal - is a normal mast cell population , misbehaving , bursting ( degranulating ) due to triggers
The exception is mmas -monoclonal mast cell activation. Where you ahve mast cells in clumps but they are clumps too small to be considered mastocytosis .
The ckit mutation is on codon 816 . This is the genetic element , It is a minor criteria for diagnosis of masto . the full details are on the TMS website underconsensus document . I am sure deb has done an article here
In general terms you have to have one major and one minor criteria or 3 minor to has mastocytosis .
Without these criteria you have mast cell activation syndrome .
The research has found some patients who do not fit the criteria for masto that ahve a ckit mutation . But as you said , research has not found a link in all patients for a genetic origin.
So , does it really matter ???
The way it is important is in being able to watch patients . But once brie is with a mast cell specalist they her hers for ever . I know this is based on her being diagnosed with a mast cell disease
BUT , the medications are the same
and ............... THEY WORK
you will not be sent away with no where to go
I can't tell you Brie will get better , BUT , we do know she is going to see the best
I feel this before any appointment , especially with top doctors as even now , with a diagnosis , I need them . There are very few times and places in my life where I truly need someone . I love my partner and kids , I feel I need them to be ok . But in really it is not a raw need like this . I have seen that this is why I have and ( although I try not to ) feel this about appointments
Just for a second say its not mast cell , very unlikely , the docs will find a new direction
and point you that way
As for , will Brie progress to a more serious form of mastocytosis . thats a we can't tell the future one . I ahve had many concerns like this for myself . I had to apply my poem .
Have the courgae to change the things you can , senerity to accept the things you can't and the wisdom to know the difference
This was a senerity one for me .
You ahve pushed and will still do to get the right answers for your little girl , but for now ( maybe ever , but I work it sections of time ) take her illness away . You can however learn yourself and with her to manage it so she is as well as she is going to be
You are doing that . now you are close to the specialists .
They will help you manage bries illness , but , it is likely they won't cure it .
So , thats abit depressing . No , its not . Its a way you working with a good team , amazing team of doctors can work to give brie the best , most functional life .
Finding any genetic problems will arm you with information to help you
I had to grieve for what i felt I should be , should have been doing , the roles I have had to move on from . I know I had to do this to beable to go forward . i am very positive , but I have had to accept this is here . That i am not going to nurse again , possibly not drive etc. I settled into medium term . i couldn't cope with saying forever and who says what will be .
BUT , I have hope in my back pocket . It helps me see a future . At the moment I imagine you can't visulaise brie's future or what you do visulaise is hard . thats ok . You see , you are not just sitting there waiting for the light at the end of the tunnel to come on , you are stomping up there and turning the bugger on yourself
Thats why Brie is lucky to have you as her mummy
You have put brie you and the wider family where fate can see you , now the good stuff can happen
I wanted to share a little with you
I am not saying you are feeling this .
I hope this helps
Josie