Hi Sarah,
I am so sorry you are having so many reactions all at once. Please remember that things WILL get better. All of us were at the same place you are at, at one time or another! The most important thing is to listen to your body. You know yourself and you know that something is not "normal".....and as Ramona said, "Don't let any doc make you feel like it is all in your head or it's "just" anxiety". Many of have experienced the same thing.
You are right...who would want this disease anyway?? You only have to read all of our posts to know that you have pretty similar "reactions to triggers" like many of us have. OK? Head up high
As a nurse I know you are used to making tough decisions and being assertive. YOU CAN do this! And there is lots of help and support here!!
I know there is A LOT of information coming at you right now, but remember to:
1) ONLY change ONE thing at a time.....so if you need to take two PPI's, start with only ONE. If you do ok on that one, then add the second one. That way, you will know which one (or both) are causing you to be reactive. I take Nexium now, but have been on other PPI's and several of them caused stomach aches, cramps, etc.
2) When you start anything new, take as small of an amount as you can and work your way up to the optimal dose. If you have a capsule and it is a time release, then you can't open the capsule but you can drink tons of water with it when you take it (this is what I would do, but once again you need to check with your doctor). Sometimes we are so reactive that everything sets us off. Yet, sometimes new medications are a trigger and will always be a trigger so start really slow. And as Ramona said, stop taking it if you feel worse and call your doctor.
One thing you may want to be aware of is that some of us react to the dyes and fillers in medications. I am NOT saying this will happen to you, but if you are having a lot of reactions to new meds, you may want to keep track of the "inactive" ingredients in your meds in case there is one common denominator. I know it seems overwhelming to have to do so many things! If you have a close friend or spouse or parent that could help you with this, it would take some pressure off you as well.
My daily meds: Pepcid 20-40 mg. 2 - 3 times a day. I have not been able to find an H1 blocker that I don't react to and my docs are still working on that with me. I also take Gastrocrom, 8 vials a day. I take alprazalam (Xanax) as needed and to sleep at night. My emergency meds are: prednizone, twin jet epi's, Xanax, an albuterol inhaler and extra Pepcid. Many patients take liquid Benedryl as it is fast working. Please ask, at what dosage, as I am not sure.
If you have not taken a lot of medications in your life, and you find you are reacting to new ones, you can also try to have them compounded. Then you are getting the "pure" form of the medication and you can choose what it can be mixed with..... something you KNOW will not "trigger" you..... like rice flour or potato flour, etc. If you still react to it, then you know it is the actual medication (and not the fillers or dyes) that is the trigger. Then you will need to avoid it.
I hope that helps! Let us know how your appt. goes with Dr. Weiler.
Take care....keep us posted!
Hugs, Lynda
Ramona, thanks for the information about the tunnel vision. That makes a lot of sense. As I remember back to my episodes, I know one time I was squatting while weeding in the garden....way to cut off blood flow....haaaaaaa Can I claim brain fog for not putting that ONE together??