Dear Sarah,
I am not an expert, but your story is a lot like mine (I posted on July 19, 2011) for the first time. I don't know what I would have done without the help of so many who care on this forum and the guidance they gave (and are still giving me).
There is so much to learn and although many of us have a lot in common, we are different at the same time. Just as redbird said, what works for one may not work for another. But....the suggestions you get here are always excellent to pursue.
Like you, I get ridiculously high BP when I go into anaphylaxis. For some of us it is a compensatory action (reaction) as our body tries to adjust itself to what may eventually be a "crash" . Soooo....the epi works to settle the mast cells if you are either hypertensive or hypotensive. Does that make sense?
If you do have a mast cell disorder, the release of hundreds of chemicals into your system can make you feel like you are having a panic attack. Norepi and epi and histamine, and on and on (as you well know if you are a nurse), puts our systems into overdrive. I was diagnosed with panic attacks, like you, and now I know they are mast cell degranulations. I am not saying this is what is happening to you, I am just saying that it is possible that this is what might be happening.
Debbie has a heading as part of this forum that I believe says "Start Here". It would be very helpful for you to start there and do some reading (in all your spare time, right?)
It explains what tests you need to ask your physician to order to rule out other diseases that can cause similar symptoms to masto. Many of us are diagnosed by what we "DO NOT" have rather than what we do have, if that makes any sense. As much as I understand all of "this," a BMB is NOT done unless your tryptase is elevated or if an expert in mast cell disorders suspects systemic mastocytosis. **OK...forum leaders, please correct me if need be.**
I can relate as far as your diet. I have been eating 6 foods for just over 13 months. For me, I started reacting to soy and dairy and I kept adding to the list. I went to see an allergist and he told me he thought I was "allergic to the process of eating". In a way he was correct. Sometimes our buckets become so full that the process of digestion actually causes symptoms (i.e itchiness, dizziness, swelling, hives, stomach upset, bone pain, etc). It's not the actual food (although it can be). But that is why it is really important to keep a food diary like Pam suggested. Once we "collect" that information and understand what "sets us off" (what we call "triggers,) we need to avoid them. (At least until we know what is really going on in our body!) I am not sure how much you have read, but triggers are things that cause our mast cells to release their chemicals. So keeping a daily log is perfect. This can be a challenge because sometimes we have immediate reactions and sometimes we have delayed reactions. Perhaps some of the most knowledgeable leaders on this site can help explain that better than I can (brain fog is a big part of this as well and it's getting late).
As Ana stated, for most of us a low histamine diet is essential. For me, I also need a low tyramine diet (it's really a NO tyramine diet). Also, if your foods are becoming extremely limited, and it seems like they are, then it is important to rotate them if possible.
One comment you made caught my attention because I have dealt with it many times. You said you have tunnel vision. I am wondering what you mean by that. Could you explain it more? At times, when I look at things, the top part of my vision is just black..sometimes it is just a " black spot" and the rest is blurry. In my experience from talking to mast cell specialists and autonomic neurologists, they both have suggested the possibility of it being a mast cell degranulation and/or POTS. I don't want to overwhelm you, and this is a lot of information, but sometimes some of us with mast cell disorders can have (but not everyone!) an autonomic dysfunction. I think I need to stop there as I am not sure how much reading you have had time to do. You may already know all of this.
What I do when this happens is immediately close my eyes (and keep them closed), lower my head, rest it in my hands or on my knees and sit or lie down.....take some deep breaths and stay as calm as possible. It is the scariest reaction I have as well. It can last up to five minutes or more and I can get panicky really easy if I don't follow "my" format. Again...we are all different so you may have a different "process" than I do that will help you more. But, it does go away! As Ana stated, get LOTS of rest, keep HYDRATED and HYDRATED some more! OK?
I (we) just want you to know that there are many of us with similar symptoms like yours. Again, starting from the beginning is REALLY important as there are other things that mimic mast cell disorders as well. It is really important they be ruled out. OK?
I do want to "ditto" Ana's comment about Mayo. I too was refused help at Mayo. I live fairly close to Rochester so it would be wonderful to be able to get help there. I have a confirmed diagnosis of Mast Cell Activation Syndrome. If you would like more information as to who I saw or information from anyone else on this site, we would be glad to share that info. with you. I have been fortunate to have been both to Charleston and Boston. It seems overwhelming, but not having the right answers to your questions and a plan in place that will help you the best way possible, there could be a lot of needless frustration. I am not saying there are not a lot of good docs out there...There just are NOT a lot who really understand mast cell disorders/mastocytosis.
Oh.....many of us can not take NSAID's (did I mix those letter up??)ugh... You may want to looks at the Mastocytosis website...tmsforacure.org This will be very helpful as well. They have a list of possible meds that are not well tolerated by those with mast cell disorders.
Again.....there are a lot of wonderful people on this forum and they will help you with any and all questions you have. Please ask anything you need to, OK?
Take care...hugs, Lynda