Well for those of you who have been wondering where I've been, Iv'e been BUSY!! But I've also been sick and then also my computer crashed! One thing after another! Ugh!!
Thankfully I didn't have to confront the contrast again. The doctor was not wanting to put me through it, thankfully, for he realized that if my reaction was caused by an IgG mediated reaction then my taking the contrast a 2nd time would only make it WORSE!
This reaction was much stronger than I had anticipated. I was really very stupid and stubborn about it and I really should have gone to the ER when I began reacting, but I stubbornly didn't want to face this option, but I see in retrospect that I should have gone.
Unfortunately this is where I feel that my small town Brazilian doctors really fall short. I have the option of two hospitals in my town. We have more hospitals but they are not major hospitals and they could not handle me if I were to need their ICU, so I have but these two hospitals to run to. The one hospital has a lab which does not do the the tryptase exam, the other does, but it takes almost a month to return so it's pretty useless for immediate assessment if I'm in anaphylaxis. My experience with the one is that the doctors attitudes are to suspect emotional causes when a woman is brought in. They see the dyspnea and the flushing and the abdominal pain, but from speaking with my doctors I know that the ER doctors will almost always automatically offer a sedative (Revotril) whenever a patient is brought in. They've given it to me twice and a third and fourth time I've openly refused it! I already know that with my hypertension they are NOT going to believe me that I'm in anaphylaxis! I would have to have one of my doctors on the phone insisting upon this with this or they won't believe it! And the problem is that I've been in several crisis situation with them already that had lasted for at least 2 hours a stretch! They don't know how to deal with me! So, in order to avoid the emotional stress and frustration this causes, I've got a mentality of I'd rather face it on my own with my antihistamines and prednisone, which is exactly what I did. Yet, in retrospect, when I think about the fight I had all day long and how my antihistamines barely kept things in check, I realize now that this was very foolish of me, for it could have backfired.
Yet it was a good experience to go through for it made me WAKE UP to the potential of what could happen and the next time I have a strong reaction to something where I've got to hit in with my antihistamines shortly one after the other, then I know that I'm in trouble and must go to the ER. You see, I'm very accustomed to dealing with my attacks in this manner and feel comfortable with how well I respond to them, so this is why I didn't recognize that I was dealing with a much more serious reaction and needed to go to the ER. I'm now working with my doctors in order to prepare for the next such situation so that I can feel at peace if I have to go to the ER.
The next thing that happened was that this reaction to the contrast kept me right on the very edge for 2-3weeks! This is normal for me, but it puts me through a great deal of reacting and I went through several milder episodes of anaphylaxis and syncope the entire time. Any little thing would trigger me and I was in a situation with my work where I had no way I could stop working. I had a deadline to finish up a census of my school for the government and it was a difficult process since my school was being registered with this government census for the first time so it demands a great deal of information which I had to log in and get in under the deadline. Not an easy task.
On top of this I also had to have a doppler sonogram of my kidneys done. In order to make the vascular system visible I had to take ducolax and anti-gas meds. I've had a prior reaction with Ducolax when it has taken effect, but I've also taken it and not reacted when it's taken effect so it was a situation where I knew the potential to react was there, but without a choice, so I took it. Sure enough, when the medication took effect, and forced my intestines to work the processes of forcing contractions of my intestines put me into a reaction!!! Yet, instead of subiding within a day or so, my intestinal system became so irritated and upset by this medication that it took an entire week to finally settle back down!!! And this put me back on the edge again!!!
Then the last thing which kept me from being here was that my computer crashed!!! I got a really nasty virus which closed down my computer and when the techie guys rebooted it, there was very little they could salvage!! BOO HOOOOO!!!!
So, a long story short, I'm back online, doing MUCH BETTER and able to be amongst my friends once again, but unfortunately, my poor computer is limping along now and it's going to take me a bit to be able to replace it.
So, ALL is WELL and I am FINE!!!!! Wiser for the experiences, but fortunately not worse for the wear!!!