Hi Ruth ,
I agree with some of what Lisa has said and disagree in others.
I do agree conditions are on a line . But we can't say where I fall on it . I have not had a 24 hour histamine collection or prostogalndins for the reasons you have worked out . Also my current medical team have not witnessed my shock .
My tryptase remains 3 . My CRP has been high from my first week of illness .
My angiodeama is not confined to my lower body . I have swelling all over inc my face , mouth and throat ( epi pen level ) . I also have a large number of other symptoms .
diarrhoea
vomiting ,
bowel spasms
flushing ++++
pallor
blueness on exertion
pain - abdominal , back and other places - chest wall , bone pain
shakiness
spams of any muscle group all over my body
headaches from mild to migraine
extra bleeding = bowel and vaginal , gums
dry eyes
mouth ulcers
daily wheeziness increases to full throat close in shock
Rashes - little red dots and freckles which urticate in a reaction
night sweats
pule 90 at rest , high in a reaction
high BP in a reaction , lowers quickly
There is more , but thats most of it.
I have found that getting onto 3 antihistamines at maximum does has helped me significntly .
Although my meds read different , that is because I am in the UK . I am on typical mcad meds currently .
Sleeping wise , I am much more settled on this dose of medications . I was waking hourly , especially when I had corn flour in my meds as sulphites give me drenching sweats . Hydroxizine is the one that has made the biggest difference to me .
I have fatigue every day , but far worse after a reaction . I call it the ton of bricks landing . I have a lul , where i don't feel as bad as I should , then it hits . Any change in meds or any accidental food reactions will have this happen .
I agree with lisa that you need to work alongside your doctors with dosing . But I do think getting a stable level will reduce the ups and downs . I have taken a while to get used to my medication load . I know I need it , in no doubt at all , but sometimes I just want to be normal . I know this is me . And I don't miss any meds . Its just there
Maybe cam feels this ?
Any insinuation direct or otherwise that the problem is yours is very hard to deal with . We have all been there . You are a good mum and you are fighting for your sons health for good reason . You are not paranoid or making it worse .
I ahve found family , freinds , medical staff go through stages of accepting I have an illness.
This is :-
It can't be she's young / the same age as me
shes depressed
shes in denial
shes obsessed
finally - yes , its a fact , yes she is coping .
This seems universal . You know cam and you can see where he has problems . You are a good mum . I did , carry on as normal , now I do what I need to to give me my time
My illness is here
I found before I wanted to talk but I was met with platitudes and this stopped me . So i felt very alone . Once others understood , I have been able to talk and things run so much better as we can all say what is really on our minds . My family didn't want to upset me by asking , but it wasn't them . It was my illness .
Dizziness is a difficult symptom . It can be nothing , but can be something . I know my dizziness . This sounds mad , But I do . I know when its daily stuff against a syncope / near syncope - where I go vvvv pale and have to lie down . This happens even sitting up.
I am very sure cam knows his as well .
With reaching a good level of background meds , my daily dizziness is much controlled .
Dizziness from a trigger comes at rest .
My take on this is , with triggers I have degrees of symptoms . Dizziness comes from reduced circulating volume , once ear problems have been excluded . In my daily life I have many things which can reduce my volume . minor reactions , heat triggering mast cells , any other trigger , diabetes . Removing myself from the trigger ( heat , perfumes etc ) and drinking plenty and medicating is my stock plan .
Occasionally I will have a shock where I haven't been able to act quickly enough . But my epi pen works for that .
Caution should always be taken with children . BUT . I think they still need medicating for stability . This just needs more frequent review as needs change with age , size and reactivity
Histamine and compliment make blood vessels pours , then leak protien and fluid , this leads to the reduction in volume . When you are having regular events , minor or major - this loss will need compensating for . We are lucky that this makes us thirsty , so if your thirsty , drink
We are also prone to losing fluid through prostoglandins making our kidneys filter out more and sweating . High pulse adds to this .
Shock thirst , is like your mouth goes bone dry instantly .
I am likley heading into hospital , my cholesterol is off the scale . So If I go quiet , thats why ;-(
many hugs
Josie