Hello everyone!!
I wanted to thank all the great friends here who took the time to email me and send me hugs through Debbie. Yes, I was feeling pretty badly. I had still have) a UTI which makes my mast cells react, I get brain fog, my blood sugar goes crazy (Im diabetic)  and my nasty masties tried to go into shock constantly. I found myself sleeping 16 hours a day and no energy when I was awake. Finally I am on antibiotics long enough to be more balanced and I feel much better too

The problem with me is, I can see what other people are doing wrong and how to get better--but I am totally confused when it comes to seeing myself rationally LOL.. and I have to confess that I hate admitting to any of you here that I was doing poorly. I want you all to focus on positive or risk loss of control over this disease.  We more than other people need to remain positive if we are to control our life and not be controlled by it. Anyway, enough of that. I miss you all terribly and I promise from now on to be here much more often.  I want to thank Lisa.. Debbie and my confidant Joanie.. for being my brain and helping me when I cant help myself.. what wonderful people, I love you all
Hugs
Ramona