Sarah4
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Deborah, Lisa and Heather -
Thank you all so much for your replies. I can't tell you how much it means to me that you take the time to explain this to me. I am glad to hear that I wasn't missing something simple, and that a lot of this still hasn't been figured out.
I'm sorry it has taken me so long to answer, I had thought I'd get an email notification that these replies were here like on the other site, but I didn't so I hadn't noticed them for a bit.
Lisa, I'd love to have all that testing but I haven't even got a rheumatologist, and I don't know if there's one in my city. However, because I have several diagnoses and I have been so sick for so long, a local internist has agreed to at least consult with me. I copied all my labs and reports from out of town specialists, but I have nothing from an MCAD doctor so I am going to have to try to explain this to him myself and then see if he's willing to run the tests.
My family doctor did agree to some basic autoimmune testing which I just recently got back, but I don't understand the results. Beside "ANA Screen" it says negative but also "See ANA Pattern", which is homogeneous, which it then says may be specific for lupus (SLE). The ANA titer is 1:80, which also says possible SLE. Then ENA, aDNA, gliadin, C3 and C4 are all negative/normal.
To be honest, I have been so exhausted from being sick and chasing down my other diagnoses that I haven't had the energy to even figure out what ANA is or what those results could mean. If I have lupus on top of all this other stuff, I'm not sure I want to even know. But I need to learn more so I can make sense when I try to explain this to the doctors and get them to take me seriously, when I feel like I sound like a madwoman or hypochondriac with all these disorders they've never heard of. It helps me a bit that my mother's a doctor.
Heather, I hear what you are saying about focussing on symptom management and you are right. I am now taking Zantac 150 mg AM and PM, Reactine/Zyrtec 10 mg twice a day, Singulair 10 mg, doxepin 20 mg, Gastrocrom 200 mg four times a day, midodrine for POTS and synthroid, and I just added low-dose aspirin but that's another story. To be fair to the meds, they have definitely been helping. In July-Oct 2010 I was bedridden, constantly having plumetting bp and SVT of over 200 bpm, I was itchy and my POTS was so bad I literally couldn't stand up. I had daily diarrhea and severe nausea for much of 2009-2010. All that is much better now. I can drive again, do basic things for my kids, make myself small meals. But my POTS is still so bad that I can't stand long enough to make dinner, I can't empty the dishwasher because my bp can't handle the constant position changes. I basically get 1-3 hours of orthostatic tolerance on a good day and then feel the blood drain out of my head and feel awful/brain foggy and have to lie down.
I think that partly I need to be more patient, and I am hoping that when I finally get to see the autonomic physician on Jan 26 he might be able to help. I read that people with MCAD and my kind of POTS sometimes do well on Clonidine or methyldopa.
What really worries me is this - I think that whatever is wrong with my mast cells has been going on all my life. I certainly started to notice feeling tired and POTSY (didn't know the name of it though) in my teens and then in my twenties got IBS symptoms. I have gotten worse after traumas like surgeries, car accident, an electric shock, both of my kids' C sections...until my body just gave out completely last year. To some degree, this runs in my family. My dad's side is suspected to have the connective tissue disoder, and something having to do with connective tissues/mast cells runs on my mom's I think. My maternal grandmother died at 35 of Hodgkin's lymphoma and my cousin on that side currently has non-Hodgkin's lymphoma.
Needless to say, in light of the family history and my experience I am worried about my kids. My son is 6, but is already showing some signs of strange things I had as kid and other symptoms of the disorders I have. For instance, like the EDS people report, he has teeth that break easily and get many cavities, and his knees are often very sore. He also has had reflux since he was tiny (as has my daughter), and some other things.
I feel like I have to find a doctor who will help me sort out the mast cell part of this and how it fits with the HDCT and POTS, so I can better manage my own symptoms but also to be prepared if my kids get sick. Some HDCT/POTS kids seem to suddenly get really ill around puberty and I am terrified that I'd still be too disabled to advocate for them properly and for all the travel that would be involved.
I hope I don't sound nuts or hysterical. I have felt like I was dying in slow motion for about 25 years (and much faster over the last couple). I am very glad to have some relief so far, but like all of you I'm sure, want and need more.
Do you think Dr. Castells would be willing to read an email from me and maybe provide some info I could share with my doctors up here? I have heard such nice things about her. I have a dermatologist who diagnosed my urticaria and did tryptase and skin biopsy for me, but they were negative. He has a couple of other patients with UP so knows about mastocytosis, but he seems uncertain when it comes to MCAD. I understand this since it's still such an undefined condition, and I'm lucky he's willing to believe me and treat me. However he seemed a bit doubtful and wanted me to test the diagnosis by trying to reduce the MCAD meds one by one. I didn't want to because I'm still terrified I'll get bad again, but I did reduce the doxepin to 10 mg and within a week wasn't sleeping again and at night would have awful itching and flushing, malaise and trouble keeping my bp up. I increased it again to 20 mg and am doing better. I think if someone like Dr. Castells told him that there are others out there like me, it might help. I did give him the Vanderbilt study about MCAD and POTS, but he had never heard of POTS so it didn't have as much of an impact as I'd have liked.
I really appreciate your advice and help, and any suggestions/info you have that might help me improve even more would be so welcome.
Thank you again-
Sarah
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