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General Mast Cell Disorders Discussion >> General Mast Cell Disorder Discussion >> Sorry for the Inconvenience http://mastcelldisorders.wallack.us/yabb/YaBB.pl?num=1303497710 Message started by jbean on 04/22/11 at 07:41:50 |
Title: Sorry for the Inconvenience Post by jbean on 04/22/11 at 07:41:50 Today I say I'm sorry sorry for all the inconvenience that which you think I have caused you interrupting all your plans. Sorry I had to shock while you planned on something else, using your time to help me to listen while I was afraid You can not imagine the things that were going wrong, making me feel sick, perhaps that I might die. You just saw the oustide, where I show the face the one that you want to remember, that won't get in your way. Sorry I ask too many questions taking up your time trying to understand with perspective and hard experience a training of its own. Suffering that is known to the few who are brave enough to hold it deep within their bones the world of your imagination, pictures in textbooks, not found in any of your cells Don't say you understand when there's no way that you could. Did you think I would believe you when I saw into your soul? Though I would not have chosen it I see why it is mine; because I had a mirror there inside my eyes For when I see their suffering those of many causes I see my own reflection, feel it in my cells and I feel life more deeply than you will ever know. So sorry for the inconvenience, as I interupt your life, lived on the surface in waters that never stir. I will pass by you unnoticed, unexperienced, and you will remain imprisioned in your convenient world. |
Title: Re: Sorry for the Inconvenience Post by Riverwn on 04/22/11 at 10:43:24 YES! Thats the attitude I want you to nurture--for right now.. one of anger.. You have to be angry to demand what you need for safety! I feel those words Hon.. I know those footsteps... but step OFF that path I beg you and go to a different hospital tonight. Take your ER notebook, shove it under their noses... ask them bluntly if they can educate themselves quickly enough to protect you. I do NOT want you home alone tonight!! CALL ME, if you need anything or just want to yell.. Im right here and will not rest until I know you are OK and protected!!! Love you, Ramona |
Title: Re: Sorry for the Inconvenience Post by ruth on 04/22/11 at 14:36:57 Jill that is an amazing expression of the tough stuff you and many others endure. I'm sorry that , as if the physical and emotional challenges of this condition aren't enough, there are the added agonies brought on by other people. Thank you for sharing it, Ruth |
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